Early Enough

LA morning

 

somehow the morning sets me free
If I can just wake
early enough
close to the dawn
I will be renewed
the trench I have sunk myself
deep into
the previous day
will no longer exist
there is hope within the morning
early enough, and I can do something
for myself
before devoting the day
to preoccupations of others
early enough, and I can forget
the pains I went to sleep with
the ways I tried to numb them
how I lost myself between the lines
you can only rise up
in the morning
if it’s early enough
you have not missed anything
you can be ready to face the world
on your own terms

 

 

 

some info

As a rule, all my posts have been taken from a collection I’ve been building from May of last year. I am thinking about adding some spontaneous stuff to the blog, but it comforts me that I can take from the library when I’d like to update. That being said, certain notions expressed in my works are outdated (not current, or in this moment) and should be read as such. I’ll make sure to categorize spontaneous posts under “now” so that may serve as a record.

First Example:

NOW
I have internet at home
it came unexpectedly
I really wanted to run and jump for joy
and scream “yippee!”

I had nothing really to do on the internet
but I quickly searched for something of meaning
It’s a good thing I have this blog
because facebook and imgur have gotten boring\

seriously

I hope the internet at home thing
lasts more
than just this night

 

Phantom Pain

so angry at the forces stopping me
all of those ones that are beyond my control
especially when people act inconsiderately
people I am supposed to work with
and live with
they make my life difficult
because I let them get inside my head
to fuel the anger
anxiety
helplessness
stress
but maybe I inconvenience people too
what do they think of me
bad things?
there are other tasks to complete
although I fear that we have not a minute to waste

We didn’t come here to sleep around

he gives ideas out like candy on halloween
spreading opportunity if you decide to accept the challenge
but with freedom comes responsibility
it’s one thing to say that: “this concept is transformative”
it’s another thing to follow through with the transformation
something more than demonstration and report
the perseverance to live above this culture
is a constant struggle with your best instincts
and your worst fears
the good fight is the reward
it was never meant to taste sweet
the glory moments are misinterpretations
and your closest friends are sometimes your biggest enemies